So what is family and what should it look like????? I tend to ponder about these things often, when I was young my mother and father divorced. I always felt growing up that I just never tended to fit in, one day my friend told me why when we grow up we don't remember some of our childhood. I tended to ponder this, then I realized that its due to bad things that happened that we tend to block it out. My mom was a hard working woman who did what she thought was right. Then there is my father one who was never there nor did he even exist, yes he came around unless he needed to show us off. What father would abandon the children you created and not worry wether they were being taken care of properly. I have learned a lot growing up I had so much built anger I started to let go and forgive those that hurt me in my family, the bad things in my life has made me who I am.
        Now I have chosen a path that half my family is not so cool with and the other half who is sticking by my side. I finally came out to my family about me being a lesbian and of course they all had thier own opinion about it. I have struggled about family and what should it look like???  So back to that same question, family should be there to support you and be with you, they should not be the ones to knock you down but be there to pick you up and dust you off.
         So who is my family I would like to tell you, My family who I love dearly is my family but I want to introduce you to the ones that are with me everyday the ones that have held me when my heart got broken, the ones that take care of me when I am sick.
          So to my family this is who they are the ones that live near me....

      So let me introduce u to Damian, Dj is what we call him for short he is a rambuncious 10 year old with full of love, he tends to be overly loving at times but such a caring man. I wake up everyday and this little man is the first one to hug and me and tell me how wonderful I am, how beautiful I look, and that I am the best mom he has ever had. He brings tears to my eyes with a overwhelming love.

                        
             Anna, we call her banana head for short she is one of a kind, she is my little princess, she loves to give you her opinion wether you want it or not, she loves to  hug you and I call her my mini mom she is the first to be there if your hurt or crying. This little lady is one of a kind and such a loving child who warms my heart and soul in so many ways. My daughter has been there for me thru a lot of heartbreaks and she is there when I tear up and cry she will be the first one to tell me MOMMY IT WILL BE OK, and continue to say that she loves me. I look at her and all my children and realize things will be ok because I have them.

         So the following two children are twins, such an unbelieveable gift. Karina is the oldest by 13 minutes and her birth is one I share often but follow my page and I am sure I will let you know all about it. Karina is my stubborn child, she is full of energy we call her Duckie, this little girl is my comedian she will make you love her from the moment u meet her. She is always up to no good but her innocence and the way she looks at you will make you just sigh. This little girl also is a lover she loves being on your lap and enjoys everything about life. I tend to look at her and realize how easy life is if you just enjoy it like a child.

So last but not least would be my baby the yougest of my children Esmeralda, she has many nicknames
Tidbit being one of them, we call her Emma for short this little one is very quite and timid but don't let her shyness fool you, once you really meet her she will show her true side, she is caring and vary compassionate, this little lady is always happy, her birth also is one to tell but that will be in another blog. Emma shows you how innocent life is, if you can't say anything look at the eyes of your children they will show you what life should look like. This baby of mine loves to be held, she is so loving and so calm about everything. Fits yes this little one has them but her cries are so tiny u can't quite tell she is crying.

Kat and Gloria what a pare they are so funny and ones that make the days full of adventure, they are there to pick you up or pop u in the head if you are doing wrong. They are ones to let you know they miss you and tell you that they love you. I appreciate the kind hearts each of these ladies have. These girls are my back bone they are there for me always.

Sharry would be my next friend she won't allow me to take pics of her but never the less she has been there to help me out when I truly needed that shoulder to cry on. I love the fun and adventures we get into and we are definately 2 of a kind.

Kristi and Angel well these girls are so outgoing u never know what will happen when they are around. I tend to think these to balance eachother out.

Becky Becky Becky, well she knows what she wants in her life and is definately a great listener, she is one that will tell you exactly how she feels and wants. I am truly amazed how much we get along its always a great time when I'm with her.  A blast to be around and so ennergetic.

So don't think for a second that I am done but I must stop here on this page I have many more friends that are my family to tell you about and then I will tell more about my biological family. Everyone have a great day but I must go to work.