As I have gotten older I sure have learned a lot about myself, I have learned that living my life for me is ok and its ok to be who I am no matter what anyone thinks even if its the ones u love. I have came out a few years ago to people that I am a lesbian, and ever since I have lived my life for me. I am actually the happiest I have been in a long time.
I have grown so much in my life, I have learned that I must love myself before I can learn to allow anyone else to love me. I have been ran through the wringer in my life and had some mighty huge storms I had to go through, but I have surcummed them all. I have stayed strong.
I have met the most amazing woman in my life who has showed me to forgive the people who have hurt me in my past and forget those awful things. To no longer be the victim but to be the survivor. I have washed away the pain and now will no longer allow myself to be the victim.
My life is so amazing now Becky whome is my fiance has showed me a new side of me I am the happiest I have been in a long time. She makes me want to be the best person I can be. It's amazing to feel the love she has for me. I feel so lucky that I get to wake up everyday to her by myside. No matter what we go through the one thing we both know is that we have eachother to stand by our side.
As a lesbian couple we have many obstacles to go through wether it be making a child or just working in the community, and even just plainly getting married. But no matter what leads in our future we will prevale together.
